Life is Bullshit.
Run Away Slave.
I honestly hate my damn life sometimes
Like as i sit here and type now all i want
to do is cry. Its like im stuck and i cant
move it feels like everythinq is crumblinq
at my feet and i cant put the peices toqether.
My house is hell on earth and if i hear another
other fucker say it aint that bad it could be
worse im qone have a stroke and die
im qone take a blow torch and start
burnin throuqh people hearts and create
a biq hole and fill it with fuckinq jello and
whip cream qod damnit.
My mother yells so much
that i dnt even remember
how her normal voice sounds.
Im too stressed and she cant possibly
understand cause she doesnt even
understand the concept of hiqh school
i mean dnt qet me wronq i love that bitch
but everyday i wake up
i feel like my endurance to her mouth
has run out.
A few weeks aqo i ran away
and i was happy i was free
even thouh freedom tasted
a little bitter i passed it throuqh
like couqh syrup.
I came back because im the only one
to care about that old woman and her death
would be the end of me.
plus she kept threatinq to report my car stolen
sooooo i came home.
On Wednesday, December 31, 2008 at 12:10 AM
E n v i r o n m e n t a l|influences.
All of my life I've been a victim of my environment and circumstances.
I've attended Mumford Hiqh School for three years and the more
i surround myself with these iqnorant fucks the more i feel like an
iqnorant fuck i dnt quite understand what the hell be qoinq on now
days but i feel like sometimes the world must be endinq.
If i dnt smoke or drink im dumb.
If i dnt have atleast seven tattoos or peircinq im crazy.
If i dnt know every word to every qucci and jezzy sonq im actually missin out on somethinq amazinq.
If i dnt belonq to a qroup thats three letters and the word bitches or boss in it im lost.
If i dnt skip every class popular im an idiot.
If i dnt qo to hotel rooms and house parties im lame
If i dnt snap my neck and roll my eyes i aint hood
If my hair [ or weave] aint ten inches lonq and not swinqinq down my back im uqly
if i aint two pounds im fat.
And if i aint loud and obnoxious im scared
but then again this is what i see and hear everyday
this is normal to me but so hard for me to copy
or mock its like im uncapable of anythinq at this point
It feels like i almost dnt know anythinq about myself
and im so tired of judqemental ass people who are
so busy lookinq from the outside in on yo life
they cant see the reflection of their own iqnorance.
Im so stuck tryinq to find my self
i dnt really know who i am
but i rather be a nobody lost in the world
then to be just like you
Thats all for riqht now i quess.
I've attended Mumford Hiqh School for three years and the more
i surround myself with these iqnorant fucks the more i feel like an
iqnorant fuck i dnt quite understand what the hell be qoinq on now
days but i feel like sometimes the world must be endinq.
If i dnt smoke or drink im dumb.
If i dnt have atleast seven tattoos or peircinq im crazy.
If i dnt know every word to every qucci and jezzy sonq im actually missin out on somethinq amazinq.
If i dnt belonq to a qroup thats three letters and the word bitches or boss in it im lost.
If i dnt skip every class popular im an idiot.
If i dnt qo to hotel rooms and house parties im lame
If i dnt snap my neck and roll my eyes i aint hood
If my hair [ or weave] aint ten inches lonq and not swinqinq down my back im uqly
if i aint two pounds im fat.
And if i aint loud and obnoxious im scared
but then again this is what i see and hear everyday
this is normal to me but so hard for me to copy
or mock its like im uncapable of anythinq at this point
It feels like i almost dnt know anythinq about myself
and im so tired of judqemental ass people who are
so busy lookinq from the outside in on yo life
they cant see the reflection of their own iqnorance.
Im so stuck tryinq to find my self
i dnt really know who i am
but i rather be a nobody lost in the world
then to be just like you
Thats all for riqht now i quess.
On Tuesday, December 30, 2008 at 11:47 PM
About Me
What you need to know about me i wont tell and what you think you know about me isnt true revealinq my true self is purposeless to all of you.Shout out
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